For a date with death sign the dotted line...

PEOPLE CHANGE....Even though they say they wont..

And that includes me.. I have been thinking alot these days..I've been sick so I've had the time..

And I have realized a few things..

Music has been my dream for so long that I have ignored every other thing that has come my way.. But now I have decided that it should change.... A while ago I got a new dream photography.. Don't get me wrong, music is still a dream for me but now I have a new dream that outshines the others... 'Cause it's not fun to be stuck in something and not be able to do much about it.. And I love doing photography.. I really do...

Love is not worth the waiting.. I have decided to stop looking.... If love some day punches me in the face I'm willing to pay attention but until then... No romance for me...

Nikki is dating and I didn't throw a huge hysterical obsessed fan fit as some of you might have thought. But it might be because he is dating one of my other big idols.. Kat Von D.. They are an amazing couple...

Ok, back to this disease of mine. I have no fucking idea what's wrong with me and it's creepy. Some have said it might just be a flu. But I don't think so. 

Anyways I'm off now.. Im going to get a doctors appointment, so I can find out what's wrong with me..

~ Lolle