For a date with death sign the dotted line...

PEOPLE CHANGE....Even though they say they wont..

And that includes me.. I have been thinking alot these days..I've been sick so I've had the time..

And I have realized a few things..

Music has been my dream for so long that I have ignored every other thing that has come my way.. But now I have decided that it should change.... A while ago I got a new dream photography.. Don't get me wrong, music is still a dream for me but now I have a new dream that outshines the others... 'Cause it's not fun to be stuck in something and not be able to do much about it.. And I love doing photography.. I really do...

Love is not worth the waiting.. I have decided to stop looking.... If love some day punches me in the face I'm willing to pay attention but until then... No romance for me...

Nikki is dating and I didn't throw a huge hysterical obsessed fan fit as some of you might have thought. But it might be because he is dating one of my other big idols.. Kat Von D.. They are an amazing couple...

Ok, back to this disease of mine. I have no fucking idea what's wrong with me and it's creepy. Some have said it might just be a flu. But I don't think so. 

Anyways I'm off now.. Im going to get a doctors appointment, so I can find out what's wrong with me..

~ Lolle

Today it's Nikki Sixx's b-day!

Hooray!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

49 and still looking super hot!!!!!

Still fuckin love you!!!!!

TODAY ITS TOMMY LEE'S B-DAY!

HAPPY FUCKIN B-DAY!

45 AND STILL FUCKIN AWESOME!

TOMMY YOU FUCKIN ROCK!!!

i was watching this movie called Metal: a headbangers journey and its really made me think about some things...

Why does some people hate metal that much? is it because finally there is something that they cant control? or is it because that they dont like it then its bad? and so what if they have violence and stuff on stage?! thats what the fans want and thats what the bands wanna do so why dont you just let go? just dont buy the albums, dont see the videos and dont bitch so much about it!! Seriously how big of a deal do you wanna make out of this? its music people!! And then: blame the music for murders and suicides?! come on! because you like Marilyn Manson then it dosent make you a murder! i just cant see why those people do so much to keep heavy metal avay when its comeing back anyway...And then they call metal fans sick minded! dont call people that and try to take something they like so much away from them! because as  far as i know sick minded people usually get pretty mad when you do something like that..It pisses them off  so just leave them alone! because they are gonna get back at you! and you know it! so stop it!

i hope you guys can see my point..